i already hate you, 2011.

you're weird. get away from me.

pain

hate

Hate, ever the top-most love. HATE.

my Greatest Hits tape has the kiss from 1986

evidence there might be a "master plan" is the best evidence for the malignancy of 'god'

watching Hot Tub Time Machine. MY trip to 1986 was way more fun, and far more disasterous. love that kiss. was worth it.

apathy.

dread.

Hate

could really do with a little rejection. things have been going so f'n swimmingly, i need Another reminder i'm just another piece of shit. (fu, world.)

not mad.

all set.

walking in the snow :)

the iron maiden? no, thanks, i'll just walk home. (sorry that hurts you.)

my proudest christmas ever :)

waiting for Krampus...

christmas upon us, feeling happy i don't think i'll disappoint the most important people (not quite indigent this year). 1st time in a zillion years... merry christmas to all!

SO very close to finished...

fuck. elephant shoes :(

noxious back-end stuff is making me lose all faith in myself :( considering an ass-amputation. or nose. either one would serve...

damn, this asshole stinks! :(

the dancing cop was on thayer st today

white :-D

family guy empire strikes back :)

hail Eris!

Lost, with creamed rice

christmas shopping

cruel, indifferent, or strange kindness? (i'd like to know.)

awesome loot arrived :) can't examine, yet, tho, 'til mom comes home...

eat peanut butter captain crunch, and intending to stink all night. the crapper's all prepared with reading material and ashtray.

work was good, i think

reading and rolling with birthday loot. big day tomorrow- anxious for new work

just made the worst snack ever. eww

i'm not hurrying toward, i'm hurrying away from. and i'm somehow doing even that backwards

spending a lot of time unshowered, unshaven, in my pajamas.

i'll always know what i couldn't live up to

noticed, from outside: a bedroom window, the Top window, open two inches. no memory of ever opening it. does this explain the climate control issues in this room, all year? (i've never even bothered to investigate.) aargh. am i a moron or what?

woke up with a Beatles song in my head

just picked up another 40 hours per week for the next 2 months :D