fuck you, santa

becoming Better can be a bitch

i've become a tv addict.

serving no purpose: regretting love lost, remembrance of useless failure, false agony

no matter how much i fuck up, i can't really fuck up worse :-)

to sleep would be good...

i have issues

done

how many monkeys does it take to screw in a drawer

quoth Scott Gardner: "sweet liquor- it eases the pain"

done with 2 1/2 days of nonstop work. home. total silence, not even a meow.

a few hour of sleep is good between work. a big empty agenda.

a long day at work. good.

Harlow's totally into the movie...

no idea what's going on or what's happened. i guess that's good...

way too sober for reality. not drunk enough. brain explosion...

it's almost impossible to read about my disease online: 2 completely unrelated diseases share the EXACT SAME name :(

please, culture gods, rename the disease i have! i've NO interest in ANY type 2 diabetes Anything. why curse me with other disease having [identical] name?

i got carded

out for a drink. :/

spazzing the fuck out. wahoo

both harlow and loki attacking my feet :) drunkening progresses at a more rapid rate, now mom's come and gone :) shawn and juliette finally kissed :) SUM :(

punch buggy black

punch buggy, blue!

already gone

where is my damned hair shirt?

i am mindless, a zombie.

Aargh

heavenly- little Harlow curled up, purring, on my shoulders

officially, Cause To Get Totally Drunk And Hopefully Black Out. not the good kind :(

a.k.a. mister popular. :P

waiting is, until fullness

missing

so Loki & Harlow seem extra affectionate. i'm surrogate mommy, i think!

there is No Damned Need for christmas music already!

Matt D. Fonseca's lameness: driving cars http://ping.fm/oMw2C

happy birthday, dad!

Matt D Fonseca Mattman superpower: given a liquor and any random assortment of crap, i can make tollerable drink

preparing for seasonal layoffs, thinking about part time winter work. ideas? let me know if you need any help...

i miss you

Massachusetts Voters Ready To Legalize Marijuana In 2012 | AlterNet http://ping.fm/an3wg

Twinkie diet helps nutrition professor lose 27 pounds - CNN.com http://bit.ly/diYmqE

might makes right. ["might"= popular orthodoxy, "right"= the Is]

what "time" is it? sunday... football, vodka & wine, nothing, the couch... 130 lbs of not-quite-Hate...

Off To Work, Part 2

smiling @ my productive lady :D

once again, i called the election results Perfectly. the fucking lizards won 100% AGAIN

What the fuck has Obama done so far? http://ping.fm/u7QY7

i voted Eris for master/god of the universe, Loki for president kitty (don't tell Angela!), |3.14| for pi, and Makemake for last planet.